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Oh My God, it's like a zillion decade i'm not posting anything here. Maybe because i have all those stupid IG, FB, Twitter that made me become so lazy to post? or i'm just literally too busy to post? or both? Hahahahaha. i'm kinda miss this blog, i know it's sound so depressing (miss your own blog? like missed yourself?). i will try to post at least once in a month. (i will put it in my reminder), just to keep myself updated with vocabularies (being in medical with all the jargons made my English as lame as aliens who tried so hard to speak human). Currently, i am in my final lap, my final semester, my critical point and i think, i'm about to break, to give up, to leave it all behind, and pretend i'm a cat, but, i know, i can't do that (and impossible some more), so SUCK IT UP! So, share your thought, if you ever had this similar breaking point in your life. i will tell you more what i'm facing. i'm off to do my Case Write Up. :-)

March already, time flies so fast, as i already sit for my final SEM 3 exam. Overall, i’m suck. Don’t know what the reaction on my lecturer’s face when they read my answer paper. But that’s all my best and like what The Beatles said “Let it be!” Whoa! Seems so kamikaze this time. With my previous experience sat for final exam, i think this is the worst. But, what make me felt bad, i have 3 weeks for my study weeks. So, the heck that i said this exam is the worst?  The concrete cement reason why i...

  The reason why I write about this, not to humiliate others or express my angry feel, it just to make sure some improvement in their service   Today, i am having a conflict with my dearest, UNCLE TAXI. It started when i called this UNCLE HA*** to use his service (from UiTM Sg Buloh to KTM Sg.Buloh), we have a deal to meet at 5.00 pm. This the earliest time that i can rush due to Urinary Module Progress Test finish at 4.45 pm. It take me 1001 quick step to walk from my faculty to hostel, to make sure i can pack up my bag, clean up the room, perform Asar prayer before he reach there. At 5.10 pm, i wait for him in the lobby, but my friend said, there was one taxi waiting there just now, but he had move on. I didn't suspect that was his taxi (BTW, this is the first time i called him for taxi.......and the last time). I'm getting worried because around 5.15 pm, there still no taxi came. So i CALLED him, and........... that taxi was him! I realise i am the guilty one, so i q...

It's Monday............again =..= Can't wait to see all the bunk grumpy moody looking people tomorrow as weekdays has start. I'm not saying that i hate Monday, but I am not ready to face it. Facing the reality that CNY holiday is over and I actually a student opps....Medical student who need to digest everything on my mind, preparing for my tutor class, add some input on my brain so i'm not looking stupid in front of my collegue, having a tired 8 am till 5 pm timetable, come back and having 4 hours non-REM sleep and.......................the cycle repeat. Seems like i'm tired doing this, never mind, as long as i can have my sleep time, that's fine by me! Recently, one of my closest friend during primary school got engage to one of my friend. It not a big surprise because everybody know they were in love since secondary school. The sad moment when, i don't even know that they are getting engage, yeah, may be, a lot of thing to do, to be think of, it...

"Yesterday is history, tomorrow is mystery, Today is a gift" I love this phrase, always make me feel glad and thankful for every breath I take. Life is short. Make use of it. You the one decided either you want to become a good person, doing many good deeds, or become the bad person, doing lot of sins. At the end, the world still apocalypse, and everyone has their own faith. Few days ago, I made a crazy quick decision to spend my Chinesse New Year leaves at my home after a little talk with some buddies at car wash. Pheww. I made it to home at 5.30 pm, after short journey commuting from Sg.Buloh to Taman Melati. Seeing my family gather at my granny's home ...... Alhamdulillah for this big reward from God. I admit, before this, i always going back during weekend, but this time, my weekend are completely different with all of my siblings at home! My weekend are completely crazy and hilarious. It's hard to see them in one place at one time except Hari Raya. Everyo...

" Have you ever experience fever?Are they associated with coughing sputum (kahak)? Can you tell me what is the color of your sputum? Is it yellow? Urgh....no, so what is the color? Clear sputum?!"  Just practising what I learn from Early Clinical Exposure (sound too doctor  =.=) Here, what i really what to emphasize is, sputum color play important role in determining whether you being infected by VIRUS or BACTERIA Chupp!! Why suddenly i'm talking about jadah infection ni? RECENTLY, i read some tweet from my friends (not-medic student), they been chirping about Chicken Pox infection that suffer by one of my friend's siblings.  What really concern her that, is she will get infected too? (I think most of us know chicken pox' s rash can cause permanent scar, and this bunch of girlish ladies afraid if it happen in face. HELL NO!!!!) I'm willing to share something from my little knowledge in small less connected neuron about this infection Chicken pox i...

I admitted it, my posts previously getting suck from day to day. They might bored YOU, bored ME How lazy i am, just leave this blog unmanageable. It is not because i don't care, but it is a matter of busy or something. Although i am still a Pre-clinical student, but trust me, there's a lot of thing to juggle up by using this 2 bare hand. And i am not a leader or somebody here, i am just me, same girl getting busier from time to time because I FAIL TO MANAGE MY TIME. =..= And this affect my life, and i start getting bored, yea, bored with myself. Whoa! I really need some booster, need to find a new passion in life, beside doing what i always do. So now, i start with my body first, not getting cosmetic surgery , liposuction etc. I want to lose weight may be 10 kilos before kick my ass off from 4th semester. By the way, now i'm at nearly final of 3rd semester. I have my own unregistered dietician ONG wannabe, my one and only housemate, Syue if she read it. She ask me t...

Ahah!! Tiba2 rase nak conteng2 sikit untuk tatapan aku dan korang. Tengah ada mood ni, baik aku teruskan. Hehehe.... Actually, aku dah 6 hari kat rumah (kena count backward pulak....lupa dah berapa lama kat rumah..), tapi, malas nak post apa2...Yalah...macam korang tak biasa, dapat balik rumah, gathered with family, ada korang kesah pasal laptop ....NO! Malam ni saja on laptop, nak update antivirus, and test cd game, tp, cd tu x function, that's why i'm here (Ada idea tak mana nak dapat The Sims 2 PC game pnya?) So, first of all....... G O N G   X I    F A   C H A I   to the Chinesse!!! Semoga tahun ular ni, dapat beri you manyak gembira dan untung, sihat tubuh badan dan keamanan dalam kehidupan. Seronok dapat tengok Malaysia bersama-sama meraikan CNY. And, what the most thing i excited when it come to CNY, I got many FREE orange. Hahahaahahaha......my mum sampai cari la kat Carrefour kut ada yang jual oren kotak yang murah tu. Rumah aku ni...

Ehem...Ehem, Assalamualaikum ~~ cantiknya bahasa,     Sudah sekian lama hamba tidak menghantar apa2 perkhabaran di blog ini. Kesunyiaan melanda diri hamba menyebabkan hamba terpaksa juga logged in dan post sesuatu.    Actually, today was an  A W E S O M E   day.. ( i just want to make sure you noe how to spell awesome, not 'osem' hahaha) according to me. Why?? Why i said so? because LE FINALE EXAM SEM 1 over!!!     Tak payah nak cakap la sepanjang 2 minggu tu aku buat apa. Study, tido, study, tidu, study, study,study, tido. Aku spend betul2 masa 2 minggu tu nak revise whole chapter. As i mentioned in earlier post, I am Med student, so, boleh bayangkan la berbakul2 buku aku nak baca. Adoyai! Menyesal tak study2 awal hari tu (baru nak nyesal).     By the way, yang dah sudah tu sudah la, tak payah nak diungkit. i got 2 weeks holiday reward for finishing the exam, BEST kan?? Ingat balik ni, nak release tension, hook u...

Tolong. Apa sebenarnya tolong? Tolong adalah perbuatan membantu orang lain dengan hati yang ikhlas, tak mengharap sebarang balasan. Tapi, kalau kena situasi macam ni? "Wey, tolong cover aku, aku malas la nak datang kuliah hari ni" "Tolong belikan aku makanan, guna duit kau dululah" "Tolong temankan aku beli makanan kat kafe (padahal dah terang2 kau pakai baju tidor)" Tersepit kan?? okay......Please people, contoh2 di atas bukan tolong, tapi ANIAYA!!! Dan pelakunya adalah kejam...sangat kejam, sebab, dia beri kita sedikit pilihan, diluah mati emak ditelan mati bapak (Aikss...? Betul ke?) So kalau agak2 terjumpa lah dengan species kawan yang cenggini..... Tolong:- Hamburkan 'TIDAK' dengan kuat kat telinga dia Buat-buat tak dengar....(sumbatlah earphone ke, buat-buat tidur ke) Nasihatkan dia (tapi, selaunya golongan ni x makan saman) Beri dia sebab yang munasabah kenapa kau tak nak tolong dia Elakkan diri dari berjumpa  Tunjukkan pr...

1.55 am First post in 2013 i guess. HAISY......smlm, memang tak terfikir langsung nak post sesuatu dekat sini, sebab, study group semalam habis lambat, and badan pun, penat-penat, so, aku decide, give some rest to my poor body. And i do feel energetic this morning...(Tipu!) Cukup-cukuplah pasal semalam ye, memang la cuti tapi, study kena consistent, tak boleh tinggal lama-lama sangat. Okay..Menjadi kebiasaan Faculty Medicine universiti aku mengadakan Clinical Pathological Conference (CPC) setiap hari Rabu@8.00 am. Apakah kejadahnya CPC ni cik Paah oi? CPC ni adalah time, satu team (tak kisah la department apa2 pun etc. Psychology, Haematology) bentang satu kes, dan kes tu akan dibincang secara berjemaah oleh kebanyakkan lecturer dari pelbagai department dan ditonton oleh Med Student (nak join perbincangan pun boleh.....tapi selalunya student dengar je). Memang bermanfaat la slot macam ni, sebab, even aku yang First Year ni, boleh la sedikit sebanyak  bukak mata tentang real cas...

"Pengakhiran yang epik untuk 2012" saje nak tumpang statement by Aimi Liyana (my Mentor-Mentee member). Mana tak nya, tergamak En.Shah (Pegawai Sains lab kiteorg@Incharge Junior2 Medic) announce result Progress Test General Module 2 hari ni. Memang terkedu sekejap la. Ingatkan, lepas pukul 3 petang tadi, after lecture PHPM (Population Health....ntah ape yang P dengan M tu) nak terus balik, makan tengah hari, tapi kena stay sekejap, nak announce result. Macam2 ragam, ada yang gembira, frust, biasa2 and tak kurang yang terkejut...(WHAT?!) Overall, it doesn't really matter sebab we have another big upcoming exam bulan February ni. Itu la yang payahnye jadi student ni. Kita akan sentiasa menjadi competitive dan kadang2 disebabkan competition yang melampau, end up with STRESS. Mesti pernah punya terkeluar persoalan ni kat minda anda-anda , "Why we can't just learn, and not sit for any exam?" Jawapannya......NO! "Why?!" Sebabnya, mana lagi dieorang nak t...

2.00 am Baru selesai gelabah2 kemas barang2 untuk kuliah esok. Surprisingly, i manage to finish my homework (asyik tersasul je....SGS)....WELL DONE! What's more important, esok banyak SDL@Self-Directed Learning "Untuk pengetahuaan pihak saudara, saudari, SDL adalah singkatan perkataan yang sangat bereerti untuk Med Student mcm saya kerana ia juga membawa maksud Sejam Dapat Lena (baru derived ni...tepuk tangan sikit) atau penerangannya adalah masa suka-suka hati yang diberikan bagi memulihkan sel-sel otak yang biasanya mudah terputus hubungan setelah berabad lamanya kuliah....Aceywah...nampak benor hyperboliknya... " So,   SDL =   BREAK Itu je sebenarnya kan...tapi cerita nak berapi. Aku tak plan lagi nak buat apa SDL esok sebab aku rasa 3 JAM SDL tu, boleh buat macam-macam antaranya minum air, ronda2 fakulti, sejukkan badan dekat library, singgah cafe dekat CTC (Clinical Training Centre...untuk pengetahuaan, fakulti aku baru saje dibina, so, acessories sepe...

4.43 am Baru sahaja menyelesaikan 1 topic SGS @Small Group Session for Pharmacology. Baru satu topik. I have 2 more to go kalau nak habiskan dalam minggu ni juga. Adoyyai...Penat sangat la. But still, memuaskan. I learn new thing everyday and i enjoy that. Nak tau boleh serasi ke tak dalam Med School ni, sekarang la time dia. Either you boleh tolerate with pressure, burden of work, some alient-communication with prof (semuanya doctor2 belaka, u should noe, how awkward to communicate with them), Greek words in your 1000++ pages of text book, and facing the cadaver like you didn't care (try bau formalin....then you know what i am suffering now). Opps....! Nampak macam aku cerita semua yang buruk2 je pasal Med School kan? Tak baek taw! Okay2...ada jugak kemanisan (ala2 sweet gitu) masuk Med School ni, first, layanan first class kot universiti bagi kat kau. FYI, i live in APARTMENT provide by my IPTA (KAU ADO?) compare dengan student lain in the same IPTA that live dekat asrama biasa....

   What a great game! Aku tak sangka, gold match badminton single man Olympic London 2012 kali ini berakhir dengan sangat chantek. Perlawanan yang terlampau sengit sampai aku pun tak berani nak meramal, siapa yang bakal dikalungkan gold medal tu. Datuk Lee Chong Wei dan Lin Dan. Kedua-dua mereka adalah musuh tradisi dan kalau ada tournament, mesti kita nk tengok bila diaorang fight.     Tapi, keseluruhannya, semangat kamikaze yang ditunjukkan Datuk Lee Chong Wei tu, patut dicontohi rakyat Malaysia. Cuba kita fikir balik, dia tercedera waktu di Thomas Cup dan aku jangkakan yang dia tidak cukup fit untuk Olymipc London 2012, tapi, dek kerana semangat untuk berjaya yang meluap-luap telah melonjakkan dia sampai ke final. Kalau dipertimbangkan mengikut logik akal, Datuk Lee Chong Wei lah hero sebenar dalam ini game. Seorang yang cedera dapat melepasi semua peringkat hingga ke final. Betul la kata pepatah Melayu, pantang ebrundur sebelum berperang. Terima kasih Datuk...

           Ramadhan yang penuh dengan segala macam DUGAAN dan CABARAN adalah satu penanda aras bagi performance seorang hamba. Kita wajib bersyukur kerana kita tak perlu nak sibuk2 baca buku, ulangkaji, untuk mengambil test 'Tahap Keimanan' ni, cuma perlu SABAR dan TABAH dalam apa jua situasi.            Tahun ni, Alhamdulillah, aku diberi sedikit kelonggaran dalam menjalankan rukun Islam ke-3 ni, Duduk dekat rumah, bersama Puan Rohana Bt Othman. Tak macam 6 tahun yang lepas, kesemua puasa aku sambut di perantauan. Bila difikir-fikir semula, memang la ada sesetengah orang berfikir DUGAAN 6 tahun berpuasa di perantauan tu, enteng (mudah) sangat, tapi, bila aku pandang dari sudut mata SYUKUR, aku dapati, satu rahmat Allah telah kembali kepada aku. Wajar tak kalau aku kena berSYUKUR?                   ...

Gaaaaa.....apakah yang menyebabkan aku kembali untuk menulis blog?? Mungkin dah lumrah, suka sangat berkarya...apalah salahnya kalau aku start balik blogging....Masa pun banyak terluang. Daripada aku duduk berbaring depan tv, baik mengadap laptop ni, ade faedahnya juga.Lepas  ni, nak start consistent......SEMANGAT!!

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Alhamdulillah.....sudah selamat sampai di rumah. Bertolak dalam pukul 1.00 petang dan journey took about 4 hours baru sampai rumah. Teka journey dari mana? Mesti anda-anda jawab journey from pantai timur or utara to KL kan?....The answer is nope.....it's journey from Malacca to Kuala Lumpur. Haa...terkejut ?! Aku pun sebenarnya tak sangka....sampai macam tu sekali lama journey kali ni. Sebab apa yek? First sekali, salahkan lah aku yang lambat-lambat keluar dari kolej. Okey, aku merendahkan diri untuk menyusun 10 jari, memohon maaf kepada Qila dan Aina kerana aku mengambil masa yang agak lama untuk bersiap-siap keluar kolej. Dah terkial-kial keluar, nasib baek Pak Cik Teksi mau hantar persi stesen bas Alor Gajah. Qila dan Aina nak balik ke Shah Alam, aku prefer untuk ambil bas KL terus. Sampai dekat Alor Gajah, aku belilah tiket bas Jebat Ekspress pukul 2.45 petang ke KL. Si Qila dan Aina ni pula menerewang la cari tiket, dan tak jumpe. So, belilah jugak tiket sama macam aku. ...

   Alhamdulillah. Selamat kita sampai pada bulan yang mulia, Ramadahan al-Mubaraq. Tahun 2011 menyaksikan dua perkara besar berlaku dalam hidup. Apa yang besar sangat tu? Bagi aku, ini perkara besar dan harus dikongsi, Terpulang kepada anda-anda untuk menetukan big things or biase-biase aje. Aku menyambut 1 Ramadhan dengan buku berselerak atas katil, koleksi soalan past year UPS berlonggok atas meja study dan aku di satu sudut yang kecil, sedang sibuk membelek-belek nota kuliah. Apakah tanda-tandanya itu? Ya, aku menyambut 1 Ramadhan dengan Mid-sem test@UPS. Hari pertama dimulakan dengan English dan Chemistry pada 2 Ramadhan . 3 Ramadhan menjadikan aku sekelang-kabut yang mungkin apabila subjek Mathematik dan Fizik diletakkan dalam satu hari. Dan, hari ini, merupakan penghabisannya iaitu subjek Biology. Alhamdulillah, berkat bulan Ramadhan  yang ada, aku mempunyai banyak masa untuk study, but most lovely time is after sahur (walaupun aku tak sahur). Suasa masa tu, tena...